Today wasn’t that badd. except that some asshole named paul aliaga. I was chillen with my friends kat, shelia and tara. We were at the library and i was finishing my project. then we are leaving and as me and kat walk down the stairs, then hes like ” Your fat.” and im like wtf no im not then hes like ” Yes you are” and his stupid fucking anorexic girlfriend was laughing like a fagget. Then he makes comments about me being suicidal. i used to be.. but i took that shit really personal. So theres a pretty good chance im gonna fucking punch that asshole. or do something to him and get revenge. Nobody says that shit too me, because that shits LEGIT. FUCK YOU PAUL ALIAGA YOUR THE BIGGEST ASSHOLE IN THE WORLD AND NOBODY LIKES YOU. BTW YOUR A PLAYER. CHEATING ON UR GIRLFRIEND EVERY NIGHT!!! EVEN THOUGHS HE DSERVES IT AND I HAVE NO SORROW FOR HER WHAT SO EVER. YOU PROBABLY HAVE STD’S! I HATE YOU WITH A BURNING FIREY PASSION! AND FROM THE TIP OF MY TOES ALL THE WAY UP THE VERYYYYYYYY TOP OF MY HEAD. FUCK FACE. I HOPE KARMA HITS YOU HARD STUPID FUCKING ASSSHOLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

March 30, 2010.  Today was a shitttyyy day.

I went to bed at about 12:00 PM because i was doing my homework which i forgot to do and didnt think it would take me that long. The history notes really killed the time though, because after i finally finished them it was about 11:00 and i had to do homework for two more classes, Algebra and English. By the time i was done it was 12:00 and i finally went to sleep. I woke up late and bearly had time to get ready plus i was extremely tired.I started to curl my hair, thinking i’d have enough time, but since i had to rush i curled it really fast, but that was an epic fail. It was getting quit late by then, so i straightened it the best i could and went to school. It was about 7:10 when i actually got there.These have been a couple shitting days with weather, so of course it was raining and there was soo much wind. It knocked the power out in school, when i wasen’t present yet. So my friend was like where are you?! and i just got there, people were yellling at me too get in the gym. I couldnt even sit with my friends because they wouldnt let me in the commons where they were, so i got really mad. Then i realized that my hair was still a little wavy, which made it look horrible. Then im sitting in sped algebraa, lol. And i do my homework, i wrote everything down except the questions, and i get no credit for it. I was about to scream, that really really really pissed me off. Then i go to English, i get a 100 for doing my homework. Then i dont bring a book that i completely forgot about and get a zero. i was extremelyy mad about that too. The rest of those couple classes went good. Until i get to history, i forgot that a Counsler man was coming in too speak. She did not check the notes at all and i wasted half of my night doing them. By that point i was ranging with anger inside of me but i let it go and went to gym. Gym was fun, we went to a different room, and there this girl, i feel so sorry for her, but shes hilarious. She has some sort of disorder and she was running around the room and then she picked up this stuffed animal dog and was like ” Awwww! , Its so cute can i have it?! ”  and it was just extremely funny.. i love that girll. hahahahhahahahhaha. I felt better about my day, things were going well after that. So then its time to go home and i call my step father to come and pick me up. He says be ready, as he always does. But i must not have heard him when he said he didn’t have his cell phone with him. So i was waiting and waiting, then finally i called him and asked if he was coming soon. Then he says, he was at the school for 10 minutes waiting for me to come out, so i just came back home. Like how was i supposed know? my bad if i hung up the phone too soon, i didn’t do it intentionally. Then i call my grandma because im outside in the freezing rain, waiting for a ride. She says that she will come, and then my step father calls me back and i tell him my grandma is coming because she called me and asked if i was home yet ( but she didn’t i had to tell him something ) Then he comes and has the scariest look on his face.. i nearly broke out in tears. I lost my jacket, and i have no idea where it is. My mom is mad.. and so is my step father.. so i get in the car after about an hour, really angry. He asks if i have my jacket, i said no. Then he gave me a dirty look and told me i was irresponsable. I was ignoring him, and then he said why weren’t you outside when i was here? I said, well i didn’t know that you said you didn’t have your phone, i must of hung up the phone by mistake, and he had thats because i apparently have no respect what so ever. By that point i just felt like jumping out the window and dying, im sick of getting treated like shit around this Hell Hole, but thats besides the point. Then he just gave me an attitude and i came in my room. He makes me so angry, i wish my family wasen’t so messed up.. and my dad was never an alcoholic.. i wonder what life would be like if he wasen’t like that and if he was alive. Guess i’ll never find out, im stuck with some douche bag who thinks hes the boss of me, can control me, and be a complete jerk to me. This day was not good at all

Thats not all of it..im getting really sick and tired of my step father smoking in the house. trying to kill me. If anything, hes the one who dosen’t have repsect, because he obviously dosen’t care that im breathing in his ciggarette smoke, and it will most likely affect me in the future. One day im just gonna run away, run away forever and never return.